I just ate my second Zinger Burger but I'm still hungry so here I am, sipping my full cream milk while writing at 4 in the morning. Basically this is just me trying to enjoy my last few hours here in Malaysia because sleeping would definitely be a waste of time.
It's been almost a week since my birthday and I know this post is a really late one but nvm. Dear God, despite having so much in possession right now, I still hope that you will consider to fulfill some of my wishes. To be honest here, my mental resilience is too weak and I guess it'd be nice if someday, maybe You will grant me that so much needed mental resilience; because hurt is inevitable ;)
That's it. Till we meet again, byebye.



I realised that there are about more than 10 posts that I haven't published yet and what can I conclude here is that I couldn't find freedom in writing anymore. Basically it's all about people being judgemental towards others and I know I'm far from being excluded so I have to be a lil bit careful here.

Uh btw I just finished cutting my hair and I think it looks really good on me he he he. Well y'know, some guys care about their haircut as much as you girls care about yours. And fr me, going to hair saloon fr a haircut is a bit freaky since I know it's not possible fr me to hit the rewind button and redo the process all over again.

I hate getting bad haircut to the point where it feels like there are poops on my head or something so I will lock myself up in my room fr a day or two every time it happens.
p/s: I envy those with messy and wavy hair okbye